I really just want to tell you how much I actually love you.
But I'm scared about what you might say and how you might react..
You are amazing don't ever change.
Thank you for being you.

I actually hate you right now.

Please just leave me alone.
I really can't talk to you.
There's no fixing it anymore, it's to late.
I'm sorry to say, but you've ruined it.

Promise Forty Five.

Promise Forty Four.

Promise Forty Three.

Promise Forty Two.

Promise Forty One.

Just gotta let it all crying.
Nothing more I can do.
Because it always seems to be about you.
I don't know what to do anymore except to cry.

Heart broken..

I wish I could just understand..

Feeling Good

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Reeds driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom in the tree
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when the day is done, that's what I mean
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me
Fooor me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Yeah freedom is mine
And I know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good

Hmm..

Yep, I would like to punch you..
Especially if that's going to be the only way for you to talk to me..

For you..

All I want is your love and for me to be apart of your life again But I have a feeling that won't be happening anytime soon. 

I just want to scream at the top of my lungs asking you if you even notice me anymore. 

What happened? Was it something I did, something I said? Or is it that you found a better friendship with someone else? 

All I want is to be able to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. 

You've really hurt me, and I don't know how to make it better. So I'm going to stop trying. 

I'm here if you want me.. 

Your Love Never Fails.

Nothing can separate
Even if I ran away
Your love never fails

I know I still make mistakes
But You have new mercies for me everyday
Your love never fails

Chorus:
You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There maybe pain in the night but joy comes in the morning

And when the oceans rage
I don't have to be afraid
Because I know that You love me
Your love never fails

Verse 2:
The wind is strong and the water's deep
But I'm not alone in these open seas
Cause Your love never fails

The chasm is far too wide
I never thought I'd reach the other side
But Your love never fails

Bridge:
You make all things work together for my good

All the battles I have faced 
All the battles that will come 
I know that I will be victorious 
Because God is my number one 

Who is SHE who LOOKS forth as the dawn,
BEAUTIFUL as the full moon,
PURE as the sun,
AWESOME as an army with banners

The Countdown.

Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people (but don't say their name)

1. Honestly I just want your love.. But it seems like you don't have the time to give it to me..

2. I dont know what I'm going to do without you near me. I am going to miss you so much, you are so special. You mean the world to me.

3. I wish could tell you how I feel, but I don't know how.

4. Hopefully I will see you soon. I love talking to you. Please Don't ever change. You are amazing.

5. You are so beautiful, when I see you the world seems just that little bit better.

6. Everything is going to be okay. Trust in God. He is always going to be there for you, so am I.

7. You are one of the funniest people I know. You are so lovely. I am really going to miss seeing you.

8. You are a great person. You are soo loved. God has amazing things installed for you.

9. Im sorry for all the times i've yelled at you and hurt you. You are the perfect little brother. Just please be a little less annoying. I love you.

10. You are like the big brother I never had. I hope your journey is an amazing one. You have blessed my life in so many different ways. God bless you.

Nine things about me

1. I live Winnie the pooh quotes. They are my favourite.

2. I like to song at the top of my lungs when no one is home..

3. I love going on evening walks around the lake. It us so relaxing.

4. I love god.

5. I love to Dance. It makes me happy.

6. I like to write letters. Most of the time they are about nothing, but I love it.

7. I love letters just in general.

8. I used to collect stamps.

9. I'm a sucker for flowers. They are beautiful.

Eight ways to win my heart:

My Heart isn't a prize to be won. If you are the right person for me you don't need to do anything special to get my heart, the chances are you probably already have it.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. Food

2. What's the temperature

3. Do I have any new notifications on facebook

4. Is it nice weather outside to go for a walk

5. Moving

6. Family

7. You

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. Get my pj's on

2. Clean my teeth

3. Say goodnight to everyone

4. Read

5. Turn my light off

6. Watch a movie

Five people who mean a lot: (doesn't have to be in order)

1. Mum and dad

2. The rest of the family

3. God

4. Ellen

5. Friends

Four things you're wearing right now:

1. Boxers

2. T-shirt

3. Headband

4. Socks

Three bands that you listen to often:

1. Switchfoot

2. Brooke Fraser

3. Sia

Two things you want to do before you die:

1. Get married

2. Have kids

One confession:
I hate scary stories. If someone tells me
One before we are about to go to bed I can't sleep.

Scarlet- Brooke Fraser

Middle of nowhere

Finally you can breathe

Nobody knows your name

It's easier

Shut your eyes tightly

Clench your fists 'til they almost bleed

Cautiously, lightly

Gently expose what's underneath

And all you feel now

Is the scarlet in the day

Even if it's real

You can't stay...

[Chorus]

So there you go

You're gone for good

There you go

You're gone for good

Your mind is swollen

From months of thought without release

They've taken their toll on you

And this very moment

Of timid and fragile honesty

Is precious and rare and fleeting

And all you feel now

Is the scarlet in the day

And even if it's real

You can't stay...

[Chorus x2]

Psalm 139:1-14

¹ O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.

² You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

³ You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.

⁴ Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.

⁵ You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.

⁶ Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

⁷ Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?

⁸ If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.

⁹ If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,

¹⁰ even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.

¹¹ If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"

¹² even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

¹³ For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

¹⁴ I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

Alana Hurnen.

I love her.

:)

Promise Forty.

Promise Thirty Nine.

Promise Thirty Eight.

Promise Thirty Seven.

Promise Thirty Six.

Promise Thirty Five.

Promise Thirty Four.

Promise Thirty Three.

Promise Thirty Two.

Promise Thirty One.

Love is all we need

Jesus Christ in me

Love is all we need today.

It's the smallest things

that have the most beauty.

Everything happens for a reason

Sometimes we don't know the reason

But it makes me happy to know that God does.

I hope one day soon,

You realise how much I really love you.

We all feel lonely sometimes.

But God is always with us.

"You are the light of the world."

Matthew 5:14

There is always hope.
Just have a little faith.

Not A Care In the World..

If only it was this simple..

.

Why do I feel like this?

Promise Thirty.

Promise Twenty Nine.

Promise Twenty Eight.

Promise Twenty Seven.

Promise Twenty Six.

Promise Twenty Five.

Promise Twenty Four.

Promise Twenty Three.

Promise Twenty Two.

Promise Twenty One.

I like Elephants.